๐๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ผ๐น๐น๐โ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ - this week: In the Presence of Absence - James Hawken
- Charles Connolly
- 4 days ago
- 7 min read
Updated: 2 days ago
Welcome all to ๐๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ผ๐น๐น๐โ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ, a series of weekly reviews by Charles Connollyย - an artist in his own right. Here, Charles delves into the greatest brand new singles brought to you by the best unsigned artists on our electrifying and eclectic set of ๐๐๐ฌ ๐ผ๐ง๐ฉ๐๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐ฅ๐ค๐ฉ๐ก๐๐๐๐ฉ playlists.
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Charles is filling a voidโฆ
There was a song released weeks ago. Letโs call it โwicked songโ. I adored it, but I had already opted for a different song to review that week. Still though, this โwicked songโ lingered in my head. I really needed to talk about it. The following week occurred in its usual weekly fashion, and I had not forgotten about said โwicked songโ, but in my honest approach I still went ahead and listened to all that was new that week. Alas, another great song took its place and โwicked songโ was once again put on hold. Another week passed and although I still listened to all the latest new releases, I was determined this time to finally tell the world about this โwicked songโ. I went back to the New Artist Spotlight playlists to find it and refresh my memory. I scrolled up, I scrolled down. I could not find it. I even used the search function within the playlists. It was not there. Fortunately, I had written it down, so all was not lost. โWicked songโ had not let me down; it was still wicked. But I was wondering why it was not on the playlistsโฆ After delving through the New Artist Spotlight itself, I found to my horror that the artist had left the community!!! By now, youโre probably all wondering who Iโm talking about, or perhaps you are sure you know. But let me throw my spanner in your works (Iโm running out of spanners)โฆ Before having heard this โwicked songโ, I had never heard of this artist. NOW youโre dumbfounded. You have no idea. But the thing is, I very much doubt you had ever heard of the artist. I believe they were one of those โtry it for a bit then opt out because they canโt be botheredโ types. Which is a huge shame, because this song is just fabulous and so utterly unique. And get this: itโs rap! Well, sort of rap. Feels more like spoken word in rhythm. And you know whatโs REALLY going to annoy you? Iโm not going to tell you.
Iโll be honest. Something is missing. Ever since hearing that โwicked songโ, followed by its disappearance, I have felt there to be something missing. As if nothing else could quite give me that same excitement. That thrill. I have - as always - listened to all the latest releases. Some very good, some good, some okay, and some unspeakably bad. But there was a fifth category that somehow tainted the other four categories, and ultimately left me with a flat feeling. As if nothing in music could excite me any longer. Now, of course itโs highly plausible that I was simply not in the mood, or that my mind was fully focussed on the various mixes and productions Iโm working on right now for other artists. Perhaps itโs other stuff in life. But whatever it was, this fifth category brought me down. This time youโll probably guess. Yep, itโs that old chestnut: Ay Eye. Or what I call HAL. It is completely taking over. And taking over to the extent that โartistsโ are even making up fake names for the official credits. Literally, a singer, who doesnโt exist, is being christened. Itโs getting eerie. Itโs making me feel very ill. I just canโt believe this is actual reality. That this is real life, and that this is current. That this is not an obscene prediction of the future. And yet, this is just the beginning. This is email to the internet. This is Ford Model T to the McLaren Speedtail. This is wooden clog to the Nike Adapt (a motorised self-lacing shoe). HAL is crippling real musicians; not in its output, but in its dishonesty. A terrible artist who canโt sing, canโt play, canโt keep time, and canโt write to save their life, is at least genuine. They are what they are (which I very much respect). Unlike HAL, which is not what it seems. Itโs a bit like looking at a realistic 3D render of a house. It might fool you; but you canโt venture inside. You canโt even touch it. But even with 3D graphics, someone at least designed it. With HAL, no human is involved, other than to gather streaming revenue and potentially gain praise for something they did not make. What we are left with is a great big glut of soulless nothing.
However, all of this is making me feel more compassion for - and connection with - actual talented artists. Ya know, the ones who actually write and play and sing stuff!! I still canโt believe this is already starting to be seen as the โtraditionalโ way of making music, when less than two years ago it was the ONLY way. So. In my disheartened mood, I replayed all the new releases I thought were very good. Then I played them all again. For some reason the cool rock was not grabbing me. Neither was the folky stuff. The electronica was bumbling along without so much as the nod of a head. This HAL junk had crippled my potential for excitement. Then I came across something that rarely creeps into my Corner. Something without words. I realised it was not excitement that I craved, but rather a theme for my own contemplation. In the presence of absence, I found something that captured my mood perfectly. More than captured. We walked side by side. It was to be my friend for the time being. This piece and I shared that moment, together.
Please welcome a very charming Englishman and his friend. The man is James Hawken. The friend, is his piano. The piece is โIn the Presence of Absenceโ. James is more English than I. A true countryman of the West. Cornwall, to be precise. Not an Italian/Irish/English mongrel like me. I grew up in bizzy-buzzy London. He grew up surrounded by green and a lot of air. A place called Roche. The kind of area where The Salvation Army charity shop is a destination. Where The Rock Inn holds one of the few semblings of life. The rest is fields and horses. Oh, and a great big rock. Roche is French for rock. Yes, the place was named after a rock. Probably right now the only kind of rock likely to grab me. I digress. But not really; Iโm just setting the scene and giving an explanation as to perhaps why James Hawken is like James Hawken. You see, he is calm. He is relaxed. He takes the slow lane. And he is a musician at the heart of it all. Although he has been known to break out of his mould and release the odd bit of soul or roche โnโ roll, he tends to stick with what he knows best. The musical equivalent of his soul.
Enter, his piano. I get the feeling that as soon as his fingers touch the ivories, his therapy begins. I also imagine that his fingers take him to those very ivories as soon as he awakes, a little like sleepwalking. But then, I have been known to romanticise life. And whyever not?? What probably happens is that he slumps himself into a pot of coffee, slowly glances at the piano, and mutters โbastardโ. You see, he also has a fabulously dry sense of human. For it is the English way. When in such an isolated surrounding, what is one to do but laugh and play? Itโs funny; while writing this article, Iโve been reading it to myself in a Cornish accent. It always amuses me when James writes โbleddyโ in private messages instead of โbloodyโ. The Cornish way. As if โbloodyโ wasnโt English enough. Want more Englishness? All RIGHT, then! James was born in a bakery. Yes, he was genuinely born in a bakery. It was said that his mother had a bun in the oven. And what of his father? His father (aged 88) is a Methodist preacher. Yes, James is the son of a preacher man.
What with this religious upbringing, James were brung up good. He seems to have retained the good side of religion (morals, honesty, respect and manners), while managing to subtly sweep aside the blind fanaticism that can so easily take over. James is a man of honour and dignity, and it shows in his music. He plays with grace and modesty. You wonโt find him competing with Herbie Hancock any time soon, as this simply wouldnโt appeal to him. He takes his time in making sure that each note portrays a feeling and an emotion, rather than a โlook what I can doโ notion. Heโs all heart. A heart of ebony and ivory. But BOY, can he play. Thereโs something very special in the way he plays. It ainโt jazzy. It ainโt poppy. It ainโt true classical. I think the closest I can muster in my limited knowledge of pianists, is Chris Martin (another West countryman). Itโs a very personal way of playing. It evokes emotion in a way that is easily translatable and accessible. But speaking of Chris Martin, another similarity with this piano, is the sound itself. Itโs close and clear, but not too intimate. It remains open. It is honest.
James has written such a beautiful piece, with the most exquisite fingered dynamics. It rings true like a brand new modern bell. Simplicity is key here, in order to take you away. The strings act as accompaniment in variation. The subtle, deep bass drums are here to move you. The one cymbal roll is there to heighten your gasp. My friend continues to walk with me until the very end, when it leaves with a smile and a brief, comforting salute.
Jamesโ father would probably say that A.I. has sinned and that it should be banish-ed. James is more succinct: โBleddy HALโ.
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As a weekend warrior musician, I appreciate the pushback against AI in creating music. As a full time visual designer, I wish the NAS community would put that same energy into the creation of their cover art. The song is great though. Well done James, and congrats on getting featured
What a moving piece perfect for reflection! Congratulations on the beautiful release James! ๐ I always had a similar view on autotune, my maybe unpopular opinion is if thereโs artists out there who genuinely donโt need autotune then leave those to be the vocalists rather than just autotune to hell a mediocre/ out of tune vocalโฆ This industry is already so saturated and there are so many great singers out there yet many lose out to some studio managers niece or nephew mixed with autotune to create the next pop star! AI just takes this all to a whole new level ๐ญ
This is a beuatiful piece of music, fantastic work. Real instruments played by a real person what moew can you ask for. The Music industry is in a rush to the bottom in my opinion, streaming services have devestated musician income from their music, pretty soon the AI generated music will dominate streaming and real musicinas will get even less. I do wonder what Hal spends his cash on.... world domination?
Funny how the song title sounds like a subliminal shot at HAL๐
Anyway, I can relate to how CC feels, it's not fair to most artists
In the presence of absence. Then, a blank sheet of paper with unwritten score lines. Beautifully melancholic and solemn. Is it the outro of an impressive film, a solemn conclusion to a farewell? Magnificent, poetic sounds from a tasteful pianist and composer.
In a way, I'm glad that the wicked song will be discussed another time, as I wouldn't have wanted to miss your review of James' piece!